10.27.2012
I had a lucid dream last night in which I finally met my subconscious. Once I realized I was dreaming I started to fly as I usually do. But then I remembered that the most interesting and wonderful thing to do in a lucid dream is to speak with my subconscious. I asked to speak with it and nothing happened. I then demanded to speak with my subconscious and it appeared in female form. I believe it was in female form because the subconscious knows I would feel more comfortable and relaxed if it appeared that way.
This female form changed appearance only once and was very powerful. She didn’t speak with words but communicated with me through thought. I was a bit frustrated because even though my subconscious was right here before me I couldn’t think of an important enough question to ask.
The only one I can remember is “Why do I have negative thoughts?” She never answered me in a simple fashion but in a very deep and profound way that I simply cannot remember now that I am awake.
Today I feel more whole, peaceful, spiritual, more at one with myself. This feeling is fragile however and will soon be washed away by the activities and thoughts of the day.
