I really look forward to throwing a dip in and playing, writing on my computer now. This is a time I can finally express my thoughts through writing. My greatest enemy is motivation and time. There are so many things I want to write about but am just not motivated or don’t have the time. Day after day I am getting my loose connections back at OSU. Life is good and I am happy. Right now though I am tired as hell and just can’t get motivated to do a little homework. The temptation of the computer is overwhelming and I convince myself I can study for tomorrow’s quiz the hour and a half I have before class. I received a letter from Javier today and that made me glad. I really need to keep the connections I have in Spain. I also am keeping in touch with a few of the Fundies. It is always good to have friends in all parts of the world.
Journal Entry – 10.5.1998
