Journal Entry – 12.5.1997

The quarter is over!! Finals week is next week.  It’s Friday night and I don’t really know what to do with myself.  Should I study or go out.  I think I’ve made up my mind though.  I am going to play on the computer for a bit then go study.  I haven’t really spent much time in the frat house this quarter.  It’s kinda boring living here sometimes if your not in the mood to party. 

But I have spent this whole week here and it hasn’t been bad cause I brought my computer with me and I am on it all the time.  I don’t really talk to my friends back home that much..  They never come up when I invite them.. Glenda doesn’t like campus that much and I am kinda upset with her.  I mean she is still my friend but I don’t think she really respects me.  She referred to me as “you’re just Matt.”  It really doesn’t mean anything but I think it still implies something.  She doesn’t see me as she sees other guys.  But I hate the fact that she takes me for granted.  I think I’m depressed.  We have a date party tomorrow and I still have to find a date.  I don’t know who I should ask. I would never ask Glenda because to her I am just an “average” guy.  I think she would be too interested in everyone else then spending time with me.  Maybe I’m just retarded I dunno.  I asked Jenny Morris to the party, she seemed pretty interested at first but then I told her it was a formal party and she would have to wear a dress.  She said she didn’t have a dress at home.  Then she told me if I couldn’t find a date then to call her back.  Ok that will be a definite NO.  If she really wanted to go out with me then she would and not tell me to call her back.  That turd.  Jason Moine just called and is lookin for something to do so I think I may go out after all.  Later

By Mateo de Colón

Global Citizen! こんにちは!僕の名前はマットです. Es decir soy Mateo. Aussi, je m'appelle Mathieu. Likes: Languages, Cultures, Computers, History, being Alive! \(^.^)/